hope you will read bout it and give me a reply.....

the feeling you gave to me is hard for me to express...maybe you just don know wat you want.... i don know why are you avoiding me... maybe to u u aren't avoiding me but i do feel it... don know why this few days the same question keep on bugging me.... i don know whether shall i text u o what... but it seems that i text you you would nvr reply... you maybe thinking that i might think too much... but i do feel so... i just don know how to tell you... maybe you don know what you want o you just don like ppl to 'fan' you... maybe is because of my attitude i always text you makes you feel that i'm very 'fan'. i don know. you wouldn't wanna tell me anything. i'm so lost now... i sent you msg through msn you did not reply... i sent u through facebook you did not reply too.... i seriously don know wat you wan.... i'm so lost now......tell me what shall i do??? hope you will reply me as soon as possible......

hope you have read it... don find me anymore

to a cousin of mine

i just hope that after you finish reading this you wont find me anymore. you make me scare of you. i don't even know how to face you. is impossible for us to be together.... we have blood relationship... stop bugging at me.... u make me feel that you very 'fan'. don ever call me anymore.... stop asking wat happen to me.... nothing happen... is just that after the movie u say u wanna be my bf for one day.... u just makes me feel irritated.... i feel cold but u don have to touch me.... though we r cousin but u r playing the role which is more than a cousin.. i said i don need the bag u keep on push to me... you make me don know how to reject it.... then u come n hold my shoulder all of a sudden.... what is this mannn..... u r just too much.... don watse your money to sms o call me... i won't ans ur call.... no matter wat you do i won't fall for you... plz understand that there is a gap between us... n if u cross the gap... you will know wat will happen.... if u continues behaving like this i'll let your sister know what you said to me on that day.... n to be frank wif u.... i did not want to join you all for dinner is because i don know how to face you... i don wan you to have hope on it..... that's y i ask ah chen to send me home.... and i don know what i've done till you have this type of feelings towards me... but all i could tell you know is better stop loving me...o you will get hurt in the end.

1/07

i had a very terrible dinner today. hmm my dad will be going to overseas tomorrow... so he planned to take us out for dinner.... i suggested to go Teo Seng restaurant but my dad said he don wan. so we went to a shop that recomended by my dad... the food there was awesome. but who will ever think of the chef had a quarrel wif his wife n everyone is afraid of it. some customers even don dare to sit down to have a meal...

lol can hear so many harsh words comming out frm them... my mum ask my dad will ur children come here... n the best thing is the 3 of us said no.... then my youngest brother.... normally he will be the first person to finish eating n he will wait for us.... but this time he is the last to finish... he was like having a great time watching the drama.... my second brother even more funny... he cant even eat... he said it was just to noisy... what a day mann.....

have u ever experince this???? n the chef came n say sorry to us...