to whom it may concern. lol

you walk into my life. you light up the walkway for us. you bring me out from the darkness... you gave me the inspiration to go on everything. you are always there whenever i need you... you're so great. no one can replace you in my heart.. you're just someone special n someone important to me. i just hope that you won't light up the walkway for me half way n you say u have to leave.... don treat me as wat my x treated me... something which i like the most is when we were on the phone i did ask you when do u find out that u actually fall for me... n u answer me ' when we were young'. i don know how far is true but i choose to believe it. no harm giving each other a try. lol.

though we can't meet and talk to each other often, but so long as our love towards each other r strong we can actually make it. love you! the song below is specially dedicated to you.

well i'll just stop here... n is to be continue.

specially dedicate to you!

You know
our love was ment to be
the kind of love that lasts forever.
and i want you here with
me from tonight
until the end of time.
You should know
everywhere i go

Always on my mind
in my heart
in my soul
baby.
you're the meaning in my life
you're the inspiration
you bring feeling to my life
you're the inspiration
wanna have you near me
i wanna have you hear me saying
no one needs you
more than i need you

and i know
yes
i know that it's plain to see
so in love when we're together
now i know that i need
you here with me
from tonight untill the end of time.
You should know
everywhere i go

Always on my mind
you're in my heart
in my soul
you're the meaning in my life
you're the inspiration.....

wanna have you near me
i wanna have you hear me saying
no one needs you more
than i need you
you're the meaning in my life
you're the inspiraton

17/6

i witnesses a new born baby... hmm it was a baby boy... when the clock strikes 3.45 p.m. this little baby is out... but towards the night the doctor came in and says that the baby doesn't really want to eat... so they have to take the baby's blood to go for a blood test. They are affraid that the baby might have infection... What happen next is even worst... after visiting my aunt, we went to the A&E department to wait for my uncle to settle some bills. then on our way to the car, my grandma fell down.... luckily nothing happen to her just that she has some scratches on her palm n knee....Thank god mann.... i was very tired today... besides accompanying my aunt, i went to visit my grandaunt who just done an opperation. haiz... so many things happen all of a sudden...

What a busy day i had?????

how to have a long lasting relationship?

5 step for a long term relationship

trust
comparrison
mutual undertanding
endurance
patience

especially for Miaw Ling n Wei Fong

Best friends we are ,
Best friends we'll be,
For always forever,
You and Me!

Longer than a phone call,
Deeper than the sea,
All this belongs to us,
You and Me!

Put it in a bottle,
Never let it free,
keep it in your heart,
You and Me!

I hope you read this poem,
Remember it for me,
Look after it with care,
You and Me!

13/6

i am looking forward for today's outing but.... hmm it suppose to be a great day today but everything just go upside down... suppose to go out movie in the afternoon but who knows mummy don allow....so have to call off everything.... haiz...y can't things just follow what i wan it to be...why must everything turns out incorrectly... hope i don't disappointed someone.... no matter wat...i'll still find ways to go out wif...just give me sometime...will try to make it...

since everything turns upside down... then i plan to go for a hair cut later.... however there is something which makes me worry about.... mum ask me to go her friend's shop for hair cut... i'm just afraid that i wont be able to have the hair style that i wanted... haiz.... after hair cut might be going swimming wif my cousin... after so long i didn't swim don't know whats gonna happen to me.... just hope everything will be fine....

n hmm that aunt which everyone in the family (including my grandparents) hate the most will be back from outstation today...no more peace in the house.... how nice if she could stay there n not to come back.... haha....everyone in the house would actually be glad.... my life will be terrible when she is at home.... no peace, alot of stress, no harmony, n etc....

going to start working on Monday.... what my life would be after that??? i've no idea... people usually says that working at your dad office will not have stress....but let me tell u is wrong... just can't afford to do any mistakes.... if not sure get scolding till very 'jia lat' de....

next week is going to be a busy week for me.... as i said in the previous paragraph starting work next week n uncle Ah Wei getting married.... my granduncle ask me to go over to his house help him to pump the ballons... then the next morning go to his house n help him wif all kinds of things.... but something cheer me up, that is my cousin from kl will be back, n the monkeys,turtles,kangaroos,lion king will have a gathering....and zoo is going to reopen soon.... definately will have lots of story to talk about...u know la gals....sure start to gossip....haha... although it is going to be very tired but it would actually turns up to be great...looking forward for the day....I'm waiting.

ok will stop here.... n to be continue... Have a nice day!!!!

6/7

it will be the ending for me.... is pointless.... ppl who read this don ask me wat happen... n don start to question me.... it will make me be happy if no one ask o question me wat happen on this day..... " its time we talk about it.. i cant drag u too long.. scare u step deaper n get hurt more... after my exam we'll talk.. I cant drag on.. we need to settle it..." don like it...HATE IT!!!!! is a deep scar to me..... u light up everything but y don't u walk it? y leave it in this way? you know i don like it? but y u keep doing this... y keep hurting me????? WHY?????Why????? u r eveil.....seriously hate u.....u make the whole thing dark...u turn my life into darknesss..... don know how to face u in college.... can somebody just help me to walk out of this darkness...haiz